Love Letter to Love
My love letter to Love
I promise you there will be not more dimming my light.
There will no more excuses of changing of minds at the last moment, you have been so patient.
There will be no more settling, no more ‘oh this will do love’ with a little l
There will be no more pretending and facades and hiding your light.
I will love fiercely.
I will love freely.
I will not pretend not to love to so as not to disturb someones comfort.
I will not throw love like a heavy weight designed to anchor and harm.
I will love not with out fear but with it, hand in hand and shine the light for fear to see.
Love, I will let you be boyant and wild and redemptive
Love I understand now that you don’t wait for the right time or the lighting to be correct,
You are the slow steady base line thrumming keeping time, the whistle saying ‘now’ take the leap, and get on with your beautiful life.
With you love there is the strength to find the way.
Love I choose you, with a big L.
I will listen to my heart intelligence, follow the bread crumbs and read the signs.
I will feel my feelings (and it wont always be pretty but they’re mine)
Then comes the whispers in the middle to the night of my gut, my primal intelligence, The Shakti that knowing that says ‘Yes’
Then and only then this beautiful mind of mine, for the logistics, the ‘how’ the how many hammers will I need to build this house?
Do I want a house built on a big L or a little one?
The big L will not be huffed and puffed down, will not tumble when someone chooses to leave or when that deal falls through.
I choose love darling heart.
With every fibre of my being and my choosing has shown me the truth.
That love has been with me all along.
I chose love with a big L.
Whose with me?!